good halloween poem i found
by Fannie Stearns Davis
I am almost afraid of the wind out there.
The dead leaves skip on the porches bare,
The windows clatter and whine.
I sit here in the quiet house. low-lit.
With the clock that ticks and the books that stand.
Wise and silent, on every hand.

I am almost afraid; though I know the night
Lets no ghosts walk in the warm lamplight.
Yet ghosts there are; and they blow, they blow,
Out in the wind and the scattering snow.-
When I open the windows and go to bed,
Will the ghosts come In and stand at my head?

Last night I dreamed they came back again.
I heard them talking; I saw them plain.
They hugged me and held me and loved me; spoke
Of happy doings and friendly folk.
They seemed to have journeyed a week away,
but now they were ready and glad to stay.

But, oh, if they came on the wind to-night
Could I bear their faces, their garments white
Blown in the dark around my lonely bed?
Oh, could I forgive them for being dead?
I am almost afraid of the wind. My shame!
That I would not be glad if my dear ones came!

Here comes the sun, and it's alright..... ?
Today was the first day of school for most kids, except me because i go to sigma. It's sunny outside right now but i have nothing to do. Jenn said she would hang out with me at metro, but she's hanging out with her friends. Aaron stayed up late last night and didn't sleep much, so he doesn't wanna come hang out with me. Rebecca is working a lot this week according to her fb. So i'm at home... bored. I moved munky downstairs with me, he's so cute. I have to make sure he doesn't get out to where the hamsters are.... 
I'm trying to keep him awake so he go's to bed when i go to bed. :p 
He's starting to make me sneeze though... 

Yesterday was my 18th birthday, it was pretty good. I thought it would be shity, but it wasn't  =) Watched inception, really awesome movie. 
Rebecca came and her bf Freddy, Aaron, Jenn and Matt showed up for cake too. =) 
Good Times 

Writer's Block: School daze
Do you have negative or positive associations with the beginning of the school year?

I don't want to go back to school because it's my last year and i don't want any conflict with anyone. 
Thats basically impossible i think..... 
oh well =)

so far...
So far i got my pathetic check, some clothes and my boyfriend's friend hates me... haha

Today im going to the thrift shop with my sis, then meeting up with Aaron and at 5 something taking Munky to the vet. 

Writer's Block: Good Morning Heartache
What is something you worry about everyday? How long has it been plaguing you? Do you think you'll ever overcome it?

I worry about not moving out of the house, finding a job or finishing my last year of high school. I'm already behind in school, i was supposed to graduate last year but i dropped out for a year in grade 10. I just figure it would be a lot easer to find work if i graduate. I really don't wanna work at  some fast food restaurant shit job... i want a job that is meaningful and makes me actually want to get up in the morning to go to it. I don't mind living in the basement with my boyfriend when i graduate, but obviously not forever! plus even if i want to do that i have to be able to afford to pay some of the rent. Only time will tell if i overcome this... or not. 


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